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Distrust(This poem forms a series with "define" from a while back. There's another two of these to come.)   
that niggling feeling  a tiny little voice,  uneasy.   
don't trust anyone  don't trust them  you're on your own, girl.   
smiles too wide,  stand too close,  their eyes are opaque,  reflecting my face back at me.   
"you can only trust  yourself."   
what if i can't?   
what if my own mind bends against me?  what if i don't understand myself?   
there is no answer.   
i cannot do this alone.   
among the teemi Distrust
by ~Zari-Bookmaster
CoD: ILLUSION Ch.5Chapter Five: Blood   
They had half an hour, at the most.  
 
So here they were, seated around the round table they normally ate around, all eyes on Cassie.   
"I owe you all an explanation." She said quietly.   
There was no response- none verbal, anyway.  
 
"I ran away from home. There is more than one reason for that…the first is my impending marriage. I want to marry because I want to, not because my family expect me to. The second is because my sister, who is married, had an affair and got pregnant and my father and my two eldest brothers killed her.   
"I would rather no CoD: ILLUSION Ch.5
by ~Zari-Bookmaster
CoD: ILLUSION Ch. 4CHAPTER FOUR: Mouse.   
The three new cards were very quiet, listening to Ailee explaining the situation without a word. The brown-haired male, the demigod, appeared totally ignorant of modern life and flinched every time a car went by.  
 
The two ex-oblivionites were named Aoi and Akai. According to them, they weren't their real names, but it had been so long they had been called by them they had forgotten them.   
"I know it's rather strange, having Nihonese names while we ourselves are not, but the theory and practice of Oblivionism came from Nihon, so the codenames they gave us are all in that language." Aoi CoD: ILLUSION Ch. 4
by ~Zari-Bookmaster
SC: MagnetThe bond between Nox and Luna is a contract more than anything- you save my rear and I'll tell you off for it. And you'll laugh, because this is you we're talking about.   
Fairy tales were by far the cruellest stories ever told. Nox knew that. There was hardly ever true love and happily ever after, in the real world.   
Luna knew it, too, so why did she still dream, if she knew that life would never live up to it?   
One day, he asked. She gave him a slightly patronising smile, the sort one would give a small child who has asked a silly question. "So I can strive towards those dreams. Even the silly one about th SC: Magnet
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Exams = over.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 9:14 PM
Edit: Turns out I feel like I'm halfway to the dead because I have a temperature of 38.2. Definitely not going to school tomorrow.

I had a whole entire journal written out, but then I fell asleep at my keyboard and lost it.

Exams over. I'm dead.

I have lost count of the people who I have wanted to slap in the past 24 hours.

I look like something out of a horror movie. I suspect my parents will force me to go to school tomorrow- at least the updo and the glasses will camoflage my under-eye bags and general look of tiredness.

Can't be bothered with the journal skin anymore. Using the default now.

Zari, out.

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:iconzari-bookmaster:
~Zari-Bookmaster Nov 2, 2009, 7:47:43 PM
You did?

HOLD ON...Are you Knife/Squall from Armageddon?

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Resident Flying Ocelot Clarinetist, Young Fogey, Thesaurus Thrower, Chainsaw Demigoddess, and Deity Ex Machina. But you knew THAT.

I am many things. All of them hypoallergenic.
:iconxianghua4kilik:
~xianghua4kilik Nov 2, 2009, 10:29:16 PM
lol yes how'd you guess
:iconzari-bookmaster:
~Zari-Bookmaster Nov 3, 2009, 9:13:50 AM
Since you said "found you" which meant you had to have known me prior to this. That train of thought let to me guessing you were Knife/Squall.

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Resident Flying Ocelot Clarinetist, Young Fogey, Thesaurus Thrower, Chainsaw Demigoddess, and Deity Ex Machina. But you knew THAT.

I am many things. All of them hypoallergenic.
:iconxianghua4kilik:
~xianghua4kilik Nov 3, 2009, 1:59:19 PM
lol yeah i made that kinda obvious
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~Roxas-got-a-haircut Oct 28, 2009, 12:45:01 PM
Keko?
Kekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokeko kekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokeko kekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokekokeko kekokekokeko?

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up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A

My new exam motto:
Spectacular achievement is always preceded by unspectacular preparation
:iconzari-bookmaster:
~Zari-Bookmaster Oct 28, 2009, 8:36:57 PM
keko?

...You wouldn't happen to be from Auckgeddon, would you?

--
Resident Flying Ocelot Clarinetist, Young Fogey, Thesaurus Thrower, Chainsaw Demigoddess, and Deity Ex Machina. But you knew THAT.

I am many things. All of them hypoallergenic.
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~Roxas-got-a-haircut Oct 28, 2009, 8:40:07 PM
ARE you Keko/Kelsi/Cessnei cosplayer?
Mebe. Guess who.

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up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A

My new exam motto:
Spectacular achievement is always preceded by unspectacular preparation
:iconzari-bookmaster:
~Zari-Bookmaster Oct 28, 2009, 8:41:38 PM
I don't go by the name of Keko or Kelsi, sorreh. I was around as Cissnei on Saturday and Sunday on Armageddon, however.

--
Resident Flying Ocelot Clarinetist, Young Fogey, Thesaurus Thrower, Chainsaw Demigoddess, and Deity Ex Machina. But you knew THAT.

I am many things. All of them hypoallergenic.
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